This weekend my dad's side of the family went through all the stuff that so and so wanted. My grandparents both died within 3 weeks of eachother last year. It was fun/stressful day, more stress I think then fun. They had a hard life growing up and now reflects in their dealings with each other. I wonder who will buy the house.

I got the chance to go see my sister up at the hospital. She looks very uncomfortable with the trach in her throat. Poor girl. I hope that she gets better fast...

I asked several of the mods to close the thread. Superstep was the first to be on and get it closed. I can't believe how many times the thread was viewed. That's a touchy topic and it had multiple issues.

I recieved my DVD's on handling weanling,foals, and yearling from Clinton Anderson. I can see the mistakes I've made with Zee already but I think I've done okay. His leading really needs some work. He leads fine at the shoulder but if I get out in front he stops. I will probably take...

So I started a thread about a mare going to an auction. What a can of worms that opened up. It's amazing how people are and how fast they will jump on you... online I guess. I can't take to much serious because they don't know me, they have no idea who I am. To judge is not our duty, it's Gods so I will leave that up to him and hope that I can follow this example of what thoughts or badgering has been done unto me that I won't do it to another. I take things way to serious and I need to not do that....

It's 2am and I'm up again looking at the horsey sites and forum and stuff. I really need to quit doing this. I'm so exhausted the next day, I love my freedom from the kids when they go to bed that I hate to go to bed. I feell like I'm wasting it if I were to go to bed. It's not good for me and the kids though. I'm tired and really grouchy with them. I feel like an awful mom. I'm constantly getting after them for petty things. I can tell how much it's wearing on them. . Klarissa potty trained two...

Sophie still has not foaled. I got so excited about seeing a little tiny speck of wax on her yesterday. I was ready to throw the matts out and cuddle up with her to see if I got a foal that night! HA HA HA. I can't believe how long it's taking her to have this baby. I'm getting so nervous now. She's one year 5 days pregnant now. Her bag isn't huge like I've seen a lot of mares but she's also maiden so I don't have much to compare to with maiden mare pictures and bags. Her edema has gotten a lot...