My friends are all either back at school or about to go back. Michelle is about to go up to Cal Poly SLO for the first time in a couple weeks.

It was my choice to cut down my group of friends to the ones who are "true friends." Well now what do I do when they're all 3+ hours away?

I'm going to focus like I've never focused before on school, but that's not going to take up every hour of every day with just 12 or 15 units (not sure if I'm going to be able to...

I've got some major work to do on two papers due Monday, so I'll make this quick.

Nikki came into town this weekend Another friend offered to drive her down from school for a bachelorette party that was going on here, so she decided to come down for the weekend! She lives about 8 hours north during the school year.

We rode today. I love watching that girl ride-- her dad is the one I school horses for. She totally inherited his seemingly telepathic connection with...

I feel like a fantastically bred, promising prospect who turns out to be nothing but a dud, thrown out to pasture and forgotten.

I feel like I dug myself into such a big hole and I'm just not capable of nor am I strong enough to dig myself out. I'm buried so deep that I can't see the light of day, I can't see what I'm fighting for anymore. It's just so far out of sight that it just seems completely unattainable. I feel like I'm just not meant to succeed, and Darwin is just trying...

I'm trying to get back into an exercise routine, even though I'm SUPER busy. It's already summer weather so I need to be able to get into a bathing suit pronto!

Friday we rode for the first time in a while, two horses each. Is it sad that I was THANKFUL that Toqui seemed off on his front right? He was hyper sensitive to ques too, which is unlike him, which was my first clue that something was up. He normally just has really sloppy transitions regardless of what you do, but he even...

STUDY FOR CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!

Okay now that I got THAT off my chest....

Here is my telenovela that I worked so darned hard on. Please take heed in that it is RACY, so please don't watch it if you would get offended by adult content. Spanish culture is very sexual, and we were making a parody of Spanish soap operas, so we had to carry the theme. It's too parts...

http://nz.youtube.com/watch?v=qNKoRD3i2B8
http://nz.youtube.com/watch?v=Agj43RsfvN8...