We STILL haven't talked about it much, just about how worried and scared I am.

I don't have all the details but I really wish he would've discussed it with me before. I mean, we HAVE talked about it and I knew he wanted to go at one point or another...

but Saturday morning, around 8:30am, I get a text from him saying that he's going to Iraq next summer.. from about late June to late August.

I seriously can't wrap my head around it. Don't know what to...

I also am quite disappointed in the nature of HGS lately.

The attitude here is just ridiculous. I dont sit on my hands anymore, which I'm sure many people have been quite aware of. I'm tired of always being nice and considerate when there are those here (especially many new members) who are not that way to anyone else. I'm not doing it because THEY are but because I'm just sick of always being sweet and kind and considerate. It's tiring and exhausting to keep giving and giving.. blah...

There are WAY too many busy bodies in this world. They have NOTHING better to do than to go around *itching and complaining about every darn little thing. Rather than taking the time to LEARN or UNDERSTAND they jump to hasty conclusions. Why not READ or do a little research before you go blabber your mouth around. It makes you look like a total idiot.

GET A HOBBY.. find something more productive to do with your life. I hope those people are reading this. GET A LIFE! And stop sticking...

...how closer and closer I am to being completely done with Casey. Some ask why I even put up with it or have thus far. Well, I do love him and I know that this CAN work but it's not without true participation on his end. I'm tired of feeling like I'm just there. Like a convenience. He doesn't ACT like he has a girlfriend..nor does he conduct himself that way at all. It is such a burdon for him to consider me at all. The way he talks about it makes it sounds like such a hassle..

I...

I'll admit.. shamefully that I broke down today.

NEVER have I let someone, especially on here, get to me the way that the disrespectful member did.

People think that they are only talking to other computers when they come on forums. They prefer it that way so they can behave however they want. It's a shame really because it STILL reflects on them whether they think it does or not. Whoever they are, no matter how they are nomally in their everyday life.. they should be...