i think today's been the first day i've actually been sad in a while..

i am always happy, even if i am at a funeral home, i am always happy.

but lately i just feel out of place, like i havent made a difference in the world yet. it makes me very upset. today i learned about something that made me cry (inside).. i am a peer mentor for some physically and mentally challenged girls and boys. and today i learned that one of the "server" ones history.. and it made...

Oh this one was soooo GOOOD

Eventing Diamond: Hey
SUgArBaBy3L: hi!
Eventing Diamond: Lol, aren't we perky!!! What's up?
SUgArBaBy3L: yes we are!
SUgArBaBy3L: lol
SUgArBaBy3L: nothing just sitting here
Eventing Diamond: fun time huh? hehe
SUgArBaBy3L: no sleepy time lol
Eventing Diamond: haha yeah, I went upstairs to go to bed, but then I decided that I better let the pups out one last time before lockin' em up for the night
SUgArBaBy3L:...

I really don't have anyone to talk to about this... But I just thought I would type out my feelings.

My arms has been acting up lately, and it just doesn't seem right. Then suddenly two nights ago it blew up. We measured it and it was 5 cm bigger then my left arm. I don't know why. I didn't do anything to it.

The same night I went to the doctor and had it x-rayed, and nothing showed up. So today I went and got an ultra sound. The think it might be a blood clot.....

Well to start off the day I went to the tourcher chamber. Aka school. It wasn't bad, just happy that today was the last day for our 4 day weekend.

Oh by the way... My new baby is on my shoulder right now He's so funny, he has learned to beg. And right now he is begging for me to rub his head... Its getting annoying lol.

Anyway's I went to the barn rode, and bathe. It was so nice to bathe today.

But my ride wasn't as good as I wanted it to be. Our...