So with everything thats been going on which is alot. In the past week I've been debating just getting out of horses all together for awhile. There's alot that brought this on and I'm still not sure what I want to do but this has been on my mind alot to the point of losing sleep and headaches.

I mean I'm only 20 and I've missed out on alot of things my friends get to do that I can't afford with boarding 2 horses. So try and understand were I'm coming from since I am younger and this...

So today I had to baby sit my brother so I decided to take him to the barns with me we first went and groomed troy and I had him pinky swear he wouldn't tell the rents about troy and he promised and said its are secert. Then we went over and saw Whisky girl and Secert and I rode secert out a bit then put my brother on and gave him a little lesson on her it was his first time and he had a blast he asked me if he could trot her and I said sure.

It just reminded me of the first time...

So my horse isn't rideable till we get the farrier out cause she threw a shoe and the front Left is also loose. I wanna ride so bad I mea I get to ride Secert my mom's horse but I find her a bit boring to ride as she's push button and kinda dead headed. But atleast I'm riding a horse so its semi scratching my itch to ride.

In other news Troy came home last week and he's all settled in now to get weight on him so I can start working with him. So can't wait he's such a sweet heart to...

So can I say I just love my horse

I havn't been able to ride her for 3months due to me not having health insurance so I've just been lunging and working on ground work. But I couldn't help it today and I jumped on with just reins clipped to her halter. Ya kinda dum since she hasn't been ridden in months but I trust my girl and love her.

She was just amazing its like she hasn't forgoten anything. Gosh I love her so much.

Oh snap okay so got a new haircut recently and omg its so cool I'm glad I cut it all off. SO it took 4 hours and has 3 colors in it Red,Blonde, and dark dark brown. I wanted Jet black but they ran out of that dye cause thats the color everyone goes for winter. I'll get it jet black next visit. All in all $112 spent and well worth it.

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