How do I find words to express the feelings that are currently rushing through my body, mind, and soul? Are there words that can come even close? That can truly capture the essence of what I'm feeling? I honestly don't know.

My mind is in a very odd place right now. Unfortunately for those around me, it's not a place I can verbalize or even attempt to explain. They just watch me, wanting to help, wanting to reach out and say the magic words that will cleanse me. Watching me hurt....