Well to say that I have had a hard time the year, is a start. I know many have it worse, yet it feels pretty bad to me. My Mom had a near fatal heart attack and is having major complications from it, my own health issues, almost losing my dear Pebbles and assorted other goodies that life throws at you. I have begun to reflect on some things. First of all, no one lives forever. I am trying to get used to the idea that I have parents that are aging, an 89 y/o grandmother I absolutely adore, a 19 y/o...