SBC was BEAUTIFUL. absolutly gorgeus. Its appereantly ranked 3 in the country for campus's. It's one of the few colleges that have both riding and pre-vet. So i went to vist it yestarday, despite the 8hr drive. lol. Lets just say Dramamine is my BFF now. So i met with the riding instructor or one of the head ones. He was nice but for some reason i just got a bad vibe from him. Maybe it was the fact that he pretty much was like "You'll be treated like gold if you own your own horse(which i dont)...

I feel like all of my friends are heading down hill. or atleast the ones closests to me. and it gets me aggravated beyond belief that im totally helpless. im lashing out, and im normally a happy kid. I feel like hitting the walls just to get out my aggravation but know thats not the way i need to do it. I just dont know how to deal with it.I feel angry,helpless, depressed, stupified and so many other emtions all rolled into one. i dont know what is going on with me now.Im probably never going to...

So Sunday was my first day as a groom to this lady and her husband/boyfriends(? kinda confused on that one) Well, lets just say the day didnt start off very good.
I got there around 8:20 to get the first horse ready for a ride at 9 and just to my luck, their tack room is locked. So I'm sitting there with her horse, dirty in every single spot a horse that has two blankets can get dirty, with no grooming supplies and no owner. To make the situation worse, two kids were working and when i asked...