oh cool...I'll check it out. He is fantastic.

Don't be talking like that. You'll cut out the b.eatlles. If you knew how all I need to rid of anxiety and relax and enjoy my family and pets is few rays of sun....
Enjoy your break, I'm looking forward to chatting to you, you have to tell me all how Chick became such a talent...

No, I don't. I think I'll try to get them to accept me for the next year, and take some private lesson in the meantime. If things start improveing he should be ready to go in January...

yes. taking into consideration that I can't even find riding buddy might not be easy tho
Maybe I should try to join riding club- they have weekly lessons and clinics from time to time, inviting different people...I don't know if they would accept yound stallion. He's very mannerly once saddle goes on...
It would be nice to know like-minded people...

closest one is 1-2 hours away, depending on location. Is they're really good, might be worth going once or twice a month, depending on the price

Ha! Thanks...See how stupid I am?
Can stupid people also ride dressage?

yes, it can be hard to find a good coach. I can't find even any listing of trainers with their qualifications. I am going to have to work with what I have, as I want to find a real professional, that's going to cost me money and I'll more than likely will have to travel, so that could be even once a month. I'm going to have to realize the weakest points of my trainer and work super hard to improve those areas.
I found a national notice board similar to hgs and posted there for recommendations, we'll see.
I also realized that my son needs much better coach, he has talent in contrary to me, deserves better.

from one extreme to the other!
It's funny how what would be a deasaster here it's a need for nature to continue on over there...it amazes me.
I better finsh my coffee now, put overall on the baby and go do some work!
I'll talk o you later!
thanks ghain

Just the general fact that it took me so long to realize it....and would have taken longer if I didn't have a very smart horse...
I do think tho, every crisis we have brings me a step towards better understanding of things. Now at least I don't feel like moving around in dark...it's simple and easy, I just need a better coach

Is your area going to be very destroyed after fire? Will it take long for the green stuff to grow?
I took an interest in your trouble because you're not only very knowledgable but also very kind, that's a virtue

Shouldn't have said anything...yea, I'm bad. But I'm determined to get better...