I got cow kicked by one of the friesians out at the barn on monday
I think my shirt tells all
I was leading him in and he forgets where people are when he spooks so I was moving his shoulders over and he cow kicked me
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I swear once I stoped being able to come on here as much people stoped responding to threads I make. Or they think what I post about is fabricated. But why would some one with barely any time fabricate any thing?

I have been having trouble as many of you might know living with my new step mom... To say the least she is verbaly and emotionaly abusive. She should be getting counciling soon for her anger managment, but it will not fix the underlying problems.
I am 19yrs old, in my second year of college, (full time too) I have two horses, and a cat and dog. I have been working every other weekend out at the barn I board at for about 3 years now. The work has been taking a toll on me, to say the least....

I think I finialy got over losing my dest friend almost 4 years ago... I can think about her and not cry.... Maybe I forgived her for just leaving me as a friend. She was my first and only best friend....there is nothing more to say about it.....
I hate those dreams where I am around all my old friends, thinking things were okay again... but they are not....

Well my dad and his now wife have been gone for over a week....
Some thing has not felt right for a few days now I dont know what.. I can just feel it. Im not sure if it is just me or some thing at the barn. But some one seems to be sending out a very loud calling card that some thing is not right. Im not sure who, but I wish I knew....it makes me feel depression though I am not depressed personaly... I probley make no sense to any one right now. I can get wraped up in my own joys but there...