I have two finals tomorrow and one final on Wednesday standing between me and summer. I'm super nervous about my two tomorrow. I really need to do well. I hate finals sometimes. It just seems like it doesn't matter if you did well all throughout the course. If you can't cram all of that information into your head at once for the exam, you don't get a grade that reflects your word or understanding of the subject.

I'm so very sick of studying and just plain stressed out. I started a new medication this weekend that has as its side effects "may cause depression or stress." Great. I don't need a pill to help me out with that!

I leave one week from tomorrow. How will everyone here survive without me? Lol. Oh wait, I don't think many people here even know me. Shouldn't be too much of an issue then!

I'm really excited and nervous about going. The last few nights I've had bad dreams about my summer not going well. Random, odd things that would of course never happen, or at least be incredibly unlikely to occur, but still disconcerting nonetheless. I really am trying not to think about it at this point. If I should be worrying about anything at this point, it should be finals.

Speaking of which, I need to get back to studying. Just needed a bit of a break.

Two more days.. just two more days. *breathe*