I really don't have anyone to talk to about this... But I just thought I would type out my feelings.

My arms has been acting up lately, and it just doesn't seem right. Then suddenly two nights ago it blew up. We measured it and it was 5 cm bigger then my left arm. I don't know why. I didn't do anything to it.

The same night I went to the doctor and had it x-rayed, and nothing showed up. So today I went and got an ultra sound. The think it might be a blood clot.. To make sure they are right on the guess I am going in for a vein dye tomorrow! I am really nervous!

I hate needles. I specially hate ivy's! Since my veins roll they a hard time sticking the needle in. It takes them about 5+ tries to get it. All in different spots.

I don't know what to do. I am so scared I am never afraid of anything and this has me really worried.

The doctor said I was the biggest diabetic baby who is afraid of needles. He doesn't understand how I was diagnoised with diabetes