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seriously though. I've been fighting my feelings for Jesse for about the last 3 months. Thanks to you guys I was able to stop for a while..and SERIOUSLY stop liking him..than my manager put us on close shifts together..lovely. I had no choice BUT to talk to him. The old attraction flared back up and here I am.

This is getting so stupid and I've never been glader to find someone is going to be leaving

Hes a coworker, friend and has a girlfriend!..my coworkers...

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School is tomorrow..back to the books

Did NOT get as much done as I thought..but definitely put myself in a position in which Athena will be in better care this Winter.

I've lost about 10-15lbs this summer, so that was a definite goal that was surpassed.

Saddle and boots should be here in a day or so. Going to look at a riding stable next weekend.

Store is starting to crash, so trying to conserve as much cash as possible ..but...

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I'm slowly putting together a list of all the morgan studs that catch my eye..my mom says I'm not allowed to favourite them any more as its taking up to much memory

So, they're going here!

http://www.risingsunmorgans.com/Enchanter.html
http://www.tindomorgans.com/reveille.html

http://www.willopondmorgans.com/stallions.html

(zane is my favourite one)
http://www.scrmorgans.com/Stallions1.htm

okay, the rest of...

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Yeah..this is kinda boy related

I hate ranting to my friends person to person..or on the phone..or on msn as it never comes out right..so I like to write it down..

I want to say this..I was OVER Jesse..I had moved on..but the way I got him out of my head was by thinking.."okay, hes got a gf..I met her..nice girl, hes my coworker..can't go there"

WELL..found out two days ago they broke up.

And he's sending signals he may be interested...and...

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It hit me tonight while I was flirting with Jesse...he's going out with someone..what kind of person does that make me?

I can't seem to help it..hes just so easy to get along with, easy to talk to, fun to listen to, and than theres the raw attraction..

I haven't liked a guy like I like Jesse in 3 YEARS...now that I do? Hes taken AGAIN.

If he just out right rejected my advances I'd be good..LMAO I can tell when a guy doesn't like me..it happens...

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