It's 2am and I'm up again looking at the horsey sites and forum and stuff. I really need to quit doing this. I'm so exhausted the next day, I love my freedom from the kids when they go to bed that I hate to go to bed. I feell like I'm wasting it if I were to go to bed. It's not good for me and the kids though. I'm tired and really grouchy with them. I feel like an awful mom. I'm constantly getting after them for petty things. I can tell how much it's wearing on them.

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