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Ring? Or No Ring?? Thats the question?
Posted 12-21-2005 at 11:12 PM by BlackAsMidnite
Hrm...Well if everyone has read my thread today then there is no reason to read my journal. For those who havent...well...I may be getting a ring for christmas!!!! Im ******** out! I dont know if im scared, to young, happy, or just sad. Im feeling alot of feelings right now. Its like since i have kinda kinda found out that it MAY be a ring, I dont wanna be around him. I just want to fight with him. Why am i Doing this? If we get married, will i be doing this all the time? Someone answer that for me? I luv him nore then anything...its just...I dont know. Ughh. We have been together 4 yrs in march. WE are together EVERY SINGLE DAY EVERY single min. Soo..i think I can handle marriage! I just wanna sit down with him at night. Be aloud to sleep in the same bed as him, and not have to worry about my Mother and Father! I want our own house. With our 3 dogs 
!!!!!
I dont know what kinda wife ill be..butt...hopefully a good one. My mother has raised me up so great. I know you should cook everyday for your husband and things like that. But could i take responeabilty enough to do this? Ughh what am i saying. It may not even be a ring. My mother, sister, Brother in law, my whole family is driving me crazy saying youll loveee what he got you..blah blah blah...the only thing is ...my dad!!!!!! He will die! He dindt even talk to my sister or her husband when she told him she was getting married. He didnt talk to them for like 1 week or 2!
Poor me!
BAM
!!!!!I dont know what kinda wife ill be..butt...hopefully a good one. My mother has raised me up so great. I know you should cook everyday for your husband and things like that. But could i take responeabilty enough to do this? Ughh what am i saying. It may not even be a ring. My mother, sister, Brother in law, my whole family is driving me crazy saying youll loveee what he got you..blah blah blah...the only thing is ...my dad!!!!!! He will die! He dindt even talk to my sister or her husband when she told him she was getting married. He didnt talk to them for like 1 week or 2!
Poor me!
BAM
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