I just read through my whole entire hgs journal.

Wow.

I cannot believe how many things have happened in the last year.

It felt like I read my whole life story.

Although they weren't very discriptive I could remember everything I was thinking when I wrote them.

Does that ever bring back memories.

Not all good one's but not all bad ones either.

I don't even know what to say but wow has it every brought a flood of memories.

On another note for some strange reason after 3 months of being single I find myself missing my ex extremley.

To a point were I picture us getting back together and it being perfect.

But it won't and I know that, too many things would change.

Sometimes change royally stinks.

I have to get rid of these feelings, I have too much to look foward to in the future that I can't mess up.

Why would I throw my life I have now away for love that I think might be there, think right now isn't good enough.

It will pass, I hope.