Oh man, I am so nostalgic. Last night on a long drive home from hanging out with friends, I put in some OLD music from three or four years ago- the soundtrack of my life when I was 16 and life was so much simpler...

Anyway, Tues. night I got into a fight with a friend and I got a peircing. In my eyebrow! I wanted one for my 18th birthday, but Apache colicked and money got tight- then my 19th birthday rolled around and I was still broke- my 20th is coming up and my best friend bought it for me. She also got one, paid for a lip peircing for her sister and her girlfriend, and got a tattoo for another girl.

I wanted to make a post with pictures, but I am too lazy to take any pictures.
Anyway last night, a bunch of people really loved the eyebrow peircing and a bunch of people hated it. Some wouldn't even talk to me! Whatever.
This is not my definition of defiling the temple. Defiling the temple, to me, is smoking cigarettes. Drinking alchohol. doing drugs. remaining unactive, doing destructive things...what is the difference between this and earrings?

Only that society deems one acceptable, and not the other.
Why ears and not eyebrows?

There is no logic behind that: 'okay peirce this but not that. if you peirce this, it brings attention to your features. If you peirce that, it's an abomination!'

Give me a break.

To me, what this is art - and I didn't get it done for anyone else but me. I wanted to do it- so by God I will do it before I die. I have a long list of things to do before I die, some smaller than a peircing and others much larger- and maybe I won't accomplish ALL of them, but I will die trying.

The one person in our group that didn't get anything done wanted one really bad but didn't get one because she didn't want to make her boyfriend mad.

That's why we fought. I didn't fight with her but I didn't sugarcoat it either. I have become so blunt lately...

I quit my working student position. I wasn't being taken seriously...so how could I take it seriously? I truly hope that when I got to Atlanta my old barn will take me back - the place that I miss so much - I loved it there.

I want to start saving up for a sound horse and lease my guy out... I can't let him go again, not after what happened.