Adventures of PaintedRocket

Yup, I have my first ever photoshoot scheduled on Saturday! Woo! I have never done anything like this before!! I'm SO nervous and SO excited at the same time. I have always wanted to and my family always thought I'd be good at modeling, just never anything I have tried to persue.

The photographer's name is Pedro Bauza. I had never heard of him (but I am not in that type of circle of people) however a few others I know have. His work is pretty amazing and creative. He's also a make-up...

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Just really irk me.. they read too much into things that are not there and talk about people as if they actually know them. They dont know of what else is going in someone's life and just blast off. I've seen a lot of this happen and more recently on the forum. I'm pretty disappointed in a few members... particularly a new one and even some older members. Pretty sad really. It's people like them that caused awesome members like Robin, Kelli and a few others to leave the forum for another. This used...

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Oh Molly Molly Molly.. I love this mare, truely I do!! Actually, I've become quite fond of her. Her training is coming along really well and I am having Casey come out on Wednesday to video so I can self-critique. I just MAY upload it and share with friends

BUT...oh yes there is a "but."

This mare DOES NOT LIKE THE TRAILER and she HATES loading. She will put on the brakes.

Yesterday we spent TWO hours getting her to load. I tried blindfolding...

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Yes, it is just because it's my "time." GRRR!!

Stupid stupid stupid female parts *throws a temper tantrum* Makes me SO emotional..okay SO OVERemotional, paranoid, second-guess myself and "things" ...and just.. *stomps feet* GRR!! Brings out the demons which makes me paranoid about every little thing, suspicious and just.. stupid. Yes, that's it.. stupid.

Then people planting little seeds of doubt does NOT help me out here. Just makes it so much worse....

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So far, this week just sucks.

I may have a little pity party here for myself because 1. I can 2. I'm PMSing (I dont care if the world knows) and 3. I haven't written here for a while now.

Sooo my interview that was set for tomorrow was cancelled. Meaning I lost that potential client because they decided to hire an employee instead. Crud.

My Gparents get home from their trip. They've been gone since Friday morning or whatever. I haven't been home except to...

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