Paint_luver's Journal

Do you like my pun? I love puns, I'm a geek like that I suppose.

I really tried to like the history class I'm currently taking (The History of Science from Newton on). But I really, really hate that class. The professor is really wacky, and not in a good way. The class itself is not what I expected. It's so obscure, and it's more about philosophy of science than the history behind it. Not to mention it's only a 200 level course, but a ton of work, and this was supposed to be my...

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My parents came up tonight and took me out to dinner. It was kind of weird, because I had called my mom this afternoon to see if they were going to come up anytime soon since I had a book from the library in their town that I needed them to return for me. My mom asked if I'd want them to come up and take me out to dinner tonight. I, of course, said I was always open to free meals and time with them. She called my dad, called back, and said they didn't feel like coming. Ummm... okay....

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I feel like I'm bipolar according to the week. I'm actually happier on the weekdays, couldn't be better, then the weekend hits, and all of a sudden I'm depressed again. I get lonely and resentful, and nothing seems to go quite right.

Part of me feels like I've come leaps and bounds from the person I was one year ago. Another part of me thinks that everything that has changed is fake. Yes, things are different... but it's unclear to me if that difference is any better or worse. It's...

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So lately I've been finally really happy with being single. I'm content, and I decided that even if I would happen to come across a guy I was interested in, that I wouldn't get myself into anything. It would be awful timing anyway. I'll be gone from May to the end of August in Montana, then I'll be back for a week, and gone from September until January again. Terrible grounds for a relationship. And I was okay with that. At least, I was until today...

So, I admit, I have...

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It's been really cold here in general this winter. The last couple weeks it's been hanging around 0 (F) with negative windchills. This weekend was actually got nice (20s-30s), and yesterday it even got up to the high 40s!! A ton of our snow melted, which resulted in giant puddles everywhere you stepped, but still, it was so nice out!! Well, then come today, we are back to 1 degree (F) with windchill in the negative 20s. Blizzard warnings throughout the day due to some snow, but mostly because the...

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