Paint_luver's Journal

I just felt like sitting down and writing, like I needed to "share," but with some stuff that I don't actually want to share. I think that's one of the things I wanted to write about actually. I wish I had someone to share with. Someone who I could tell, literally, anything and everything to. I feel so alone so much of the time. I've always felt like I'm different. I've never had very many friends, never been that "normal" girl. And yet I've never been able to pinpoint a reason....

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And again it's Monday. Where do the weekends always go?

This morning I had breakfast with the boy again. It was, again, nice. Although he did ask me at one point where I was living next year (on campus living arrangements are currently underway for next year), and we got on the topic about how I was going to be gone in the fall. I'm not sure where that put things... Anyway, things were going well for the most part, and he was waiting as usual for me to finish eating. I was pretty...

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Disclaimer: I am in a very sour mood. Fair warning.

I decided it might be nice to come home for the night and spend some time with the family (and do some free laundry ). I always seem to be reminded however that it is best to see my family in short periods of time... and not at home.

First off, my relationship with my mother is so strained that it's barely bearable to spend a dinner out with her. I'm not sure why I always think I can survive an entire afternoon,...

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**Update** for those few people who care.

So he finished his quiz, came and got me, and we found a couple of other guys and played a couple games of euchre. It was fun. We were partners and won the first game. The second game was a.... well.... disaster. Lol. It was still fun though. He went to meet some friends then that were in town for the weekend. I hung around and played another game with a new partner (Keith - who, may I add, is pretty cute as well, lol.) Don't worry, Keith...

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So I have a test tomorrow, and I'm really not wanting to study for it. No class today for me! I was supposed to have two tutoring sessions, but they both canceled. I need the money, but I kind of wanted my day today free anyway.

I had my first tutoring session last night, for one of the lower level Chem courses (second in the "science" series). It went pretty well I guess. It's a group of three, and we met for an hour and a half. I was a little shocked about how little they...

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