I would really enjoy the whole modeling thing so much! I mean, I'm not vain but I know I'm decently attractive.. those pics make me look WAY HOT! I didn't realize my own sexuality and physical looks were.. that attractive. I think I really surprised myself, lmao!

More than anything, I had such a great time. Truely I did and I can't wait to do it again. I'm going to contact the man about the western shoot and see what we can work out. I do not have a lot of the items he listed for me to bring if I was interested.. I only have a hat and boots..from his list, LOL. I don't really have many western-type clothing. Though I've ridden western most of my life, how funny!

Otherwise things are going great. Gertie seems HUGE! I hadn't seen her in nearly a week. I've been an emotional rollercoaster, mostly having to do with finding work. I'm going to get my serving license and work at the bar my friend Geneen works at. She's going to Tennessee on Wednesday so I know they'll need an extra hand while she's gone. She makes really good money so it can't be too bad. And I'm sure it'll work around my school schedule. So long as I have income coming in, I won't be too worried.

Things are going good with Casey. Some things to vent about but I have my actual diary for that. We got into it a bit yesterday but it smoothed over. It was NOTHING like the fights or tiffs we would get into before. It was..nice. We talked for about half an hour.. and he knows my feelings get hurt easily. He will criticise it but then he sees that it hurts (he says for me to not get my feelings hurt all the time and over everything, I can't help it I told him, I'm a girl and thats just how I am)..and he always tries to make me feel better. Before he would just keep being mean and making it worse. He kept teasing me in ways he knows will make me laugh..and told me he'd rather see me laugh and smile.

..then he went with me to play with Gert and ride Molly. He took some video..and they were BAD.. he got bored and LMAO I was watching them today and just couldn't stop laughing I'm going to post them to youtube anyway I will just get the BO or his sons to do some real videoing. Molly doesn't look too bad while I'm riding/training her. I want to get other ppls' (arabian ppl in particular) opinion on her and her movement. I have no experience with showing this breed so any input from them would be super helpful. I just want to make sure I have GOOD video before I post ..lmao Casey cracks me up.