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I miss going fishing. I cant eve afford a fishing license so I cant go fishing. I'm house sitting at my sister's house and there is a pond unto which I can fish for free but there isnt many large fish in there. I love to go catfishing. Its about the fight they give not just getting the fish. I throw them back in anyways. I would love to catch a whopper. A monster of a fish if you will.

Either way it will be fun to just fish for any thing that grabs the bait. Its the relaxation...

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I FINALLY finished a short story and have started another one. It felt great to actualy finish one of my short stories and I hope to finish this second one. I am wanting to make a book of short stories all being either just Thriller or Horror stories. The first onewas just a Thriller and the one I am working on is also more of a thriller type.

THe first one is called the "Wishing Well" and is about good and evil, a girl dupes Satan.
The second one is called "Horse...

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I often look around myself and things begin to look surreal. There but not realy there. Objects lookdeliberate and fake. I wonder how they fit in the demention of my life. Sometimes I dont feel alive, I feel more like a entity that doesnt have the power to move any solid object. Not an out of body experience but a real time enigma. I want to crawl in a hole somewhere and hope it will all go away. My Therapist says its Hyper awareness or Hyper sensitivity. I say its a pain in the rear. ...

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I dreamed that I was in Heaven. An Angel led me from my death bed and I was clad in a white robe and everything about me was perfect, not one flaw, no scars, no blemishes, not fat but normal, my hair was longer than I keep it and it was so soft. The Angel led me to a horse on a trail that was so full of greenery and flowers and a beautiful stream eveloped in the sweetest blooms. The air was light, clean and sweet. A stool (mounting block) came up from the ground a mound of vines entwined tightly....

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It seems odd to think I have been in counseling for a large part of my adult life. I still dont understand many things in my life. I still have unresolved issues. I still cannot seem to understand why my life keeps taking the long rode with obstacles that I cannot seem to defeat. I dont look into the future any more. I dont look in the past as much as I used to. I dont even care about myself and never realy did. I have no sight for my imediate furture. No goals, no drive, no ambition, no...

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