The Thoughts of a Teenage Girl

Well I am definetly not deathly ill.

But I did manage to catch the cold bug.

And the person who is responsible for that knows who she is, lol.

I didn't go to school today, even though I probally could of

but I decided it would be nice to take a sick day.

I pretty much stayed in bed till 3pm.

I just had a long weekend and my family and Erica all went up to Big White.

We went snowboarding/snowblading, all Friday.

The sun was out, the snow was

I wonder

Is is possible to loose someone without even knowing?

Its a difficult thing to explain.

But what if you are just growing apart and never realize it.

It's a question that has been wandering my brain for the past couple days.

Thoughts would be nice, but otherwise I can just keep pondering.

Last night turned out to have an interesting unexpected turn.

Well its not that great but I just decided to tell you all.

Well a bunch of us were standing outside talking after the basketball game.

It was mostly my boyfriends friends.

They were talking about this awesome road trip they are going on

out to Barhead. Well turns out my boyfriend is going with them.

I didn't know about this and just found out last night when he was saying

how awesome it was

Why do there have to be so many questions in my life?

My life is full of questions, just a large bowl full of them. It seem that no matter

what I do or what I don't do, I find myself asking what if, or why,

or anything like that.

Is that what everyone does to themselves?

Some serious ones have been coming up latley about choices I am making or

have made.

Just a few of them are:

1. Do I know if my relationship with my boyfriend is right or is there

I'm sorry but I have to post this.

Of course its my opinion and you may not agree with me.

I've been a member since Ocotober 2004 and only have 154 posts.

I feel like I can't contribute on this forum though. It's like while people are reading

they read my name see that I have a slim amount of posts and am only few rep points.

Of course I am not accusing everyone of doing this and not even a specific few.

I feel like I am not able to contribute on this forum anymore