We think my pony Indy may be developing athritis. Its scary, beond scary in fact, this shows that she is not invincible and no matter how much I love her one day she is going to die and leave me here. I mean its not the arthritis its self, well it is becuase it kills me to know she is in pain, but its what it means. Now she is getting older its comming closer to when I'll lose her. How can I even begin to tell how much she helped me. She was my first ever pony and sometimes I think she taught me everything I need to know. How can you loose something that has been part of you for over half your lifetime? Just being near her brings me joy. She makes me safe and strong in a way nothing else can. Just my little vent..