Comedy of Errors

Forgot about my journal.

Well today my SeaMan came home. My 19 year old brother returned from the Navy
I came home to a red Tiburon sitting in my driveway. I literally ran into the house screaming "Where's Sperm?!?! Where's Sperm?!" My nickname for him since he's a seaman.
He was asleep so I jumped on his bed and bounced him all over, like old times. I'm so happy he's back. Me, him, and his fiance tried to get his four wheeler going. It's a DS650...his pride...

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I woke up today in London as the plane was touching down
All I could think about was Monday when maybe I'd be back around
If this keeps me away much longer I don't know what I would do
You've got to understand it's a harder life that I'm going through

And when the night falls in around me and I don't think I'll make it through
I'll use your light to guide the way
'Cause all I think about is you

L.A.'s getting kind of crazy
and...

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For some reason I've been super tired lately.
After my show yesterday I came back to dads to drop off Lucky and everything. I was SUPPOSED to go home and go swimming with Doug and his neices but I fell asleep here on the couch. Argh.

The weather has been hot lately, but not humid. Today though? Whoowee. Don't go outside. I broke a sweat walking from where the grain is to the pastures and back. Horrible out. Later this evening I'm headed back out to ride Babe and work Lucky on...

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When Mac called me, and told me what happened...

I just keep remembering the night of February 15th.
And how no one told me what condition Jerry was actually in....

I walked into the ER room thinking he was alright, he was going to be okay.
Intead...

I walked in to silence.

There is absolutely NO feeling in the world even close to hurting as much as that does.
To feel your heart just rip into pieces.

I know how...

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