Adventures of Manda

You know... no one even made a thread about my birthday... July 10th. I was so excited for someone to make a thread saying Happy Birthday... but it didn't happen. Was also the day I got in trouble with the mods and the day Stormy got incredibly sick and we had to rush him to Purdue University Large Animal Hospital...

lalalala la la la lalalala la la la (commercial song I just heard)

lilrider

(how long can one g i r l survive the pain?)
how long until she breaks

What is it that you see when you look upon this pretty face?
What is it you see in the eyes you think hold such a
dogged wisdom-do you see a sage, a prophet worthy of
holding your presence?


.....Do you see a child?

I see a soul, lost on its journey into life. I see sad eyes,
constantly tearing with a tired...

lilrider

So I guess about more than half of teh forum hates me. People are reporting my posts... the mods are yelling at me... its all brought me to tears...but don't tell them. Crying is a sign of weakness... brave people don't cry... tough peopledon't cry. I should be happy I have my health.... for now. I have my family.. whats left ofit. I have my horses thank god and I have Erik. So I shouldn't be crying.. I should be happy.

Happy happy always happy....my pills make me feel happy......

lilrider