Launa's Journal

Well.....I didn't really get too off track. Last week was a little tougher. For one thing....I wasn't writing in my journal everyday. That made me feel vulnerable to cheating. Weird huh? Just goes to prove I am not ready to be out on my own yet. I still need you guys to watch over me. LOL! I had a bad bad bad monthly. I may end up getting another DNC. I will spare you the details. But the cramps did me in. I finally worked out a little with my free weights yesterday. I think I am ready for...

Launa

Well no weight loss this week! I didn't really expect any since I can't even get my wedding ring on this morning! Too much water weight do to the woman's curse! Next Monday will be my day!

At least I didn't gain anything. 146 and holding!

Launa

Well.....this week has not been a Gold Star Week for me guys. Maybe I shouldn't have quit journaling about my progress. I haven't done my work out everyday and.....I have cheated on my diet a few times. Hopefully it won't be too hard on me. Maybe I haven't been as bad as I think. I can't remember. The problem is when I quit keeping track in my journal I forgot everything I did this week. I think I will get a notebook and do it that way. If that doesn't keep me honest than I will just have to...

Launa

That lady who called about Radar being for sale came out to see him. I just can't sell him.

I began to talk about raising him from 6 month old. All the while he is standing beside me. Not with his head up but with his eye level with mine. His big brown beautiful eyes.

Then her husband began to speak and I knew right then and there I wasn't selling him. The way the husband talked.....he doesn't have patience and he is kind of full of himself. On top of that.....he know...

Launa

Michael is having surgery this morning. It is just Gallbladder surgery.....but I feel bad for him. He has had so many medical procedures this passed year. And to make things even worse for him......he threw his back out. I don't know how long he will be out of work. I don't know how long we will hang on financially. We do have one ace in the hole.....a little money in retirement we can pull out before we let ourselves go belly up. LOL! I sure wish the house would sell.

I was telling...

Launa