Kiwi Pony's Journal

I really, really like this boy. He is a wonderful combination of countryness, thoughtfulness, considered thinking, humor, etc. It is so nice that he rides - he understands the time and money it takes, he helps me out, I can discuss Allie and other horse things with him

I have moved much, much faster than I intended, but I *think* it's okay. I feel so relaxed and confident around him. If I get a niggle of doubt, or am unsure about something, I just wait a while and he will (unintentionally)...

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I love her all the time of course, but I'm especially pleased with her of late

Brent came out and helped me with her on Monday and Tuesday. He was so good with her, I was so pleased Firm, but never mean. She even LIKED him! (She can be shy sometimes) - that's gotta be a sign

The first day, she had had a bit of time off and was a little fresh. To start with she lunged perfectly, I was so proud of her. We lunged her with the saddle and stirrups down too, she was...

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Headed down to a 2DE this weekend, half the PC went, as well as Brent. I travelled down with C. (I coach her), and stayed with them, though all our riders were in the same motel. Nearly got busted driving from his house to meet up with C. and her family in the morning

I gave up and said maybe we could get together on Saturday night. I let him take me out to tea, and we had a really interesting conversation, found out a lot more about his riding history. Then we went 'out'...

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I think there's a conspiracy plan going on somewhere above. God has a line of boys ready so that when one goes, another steps up... I'm sure he's having a good chuckle watching me trying to work it out!

I still want/need to be single... it would be so pointless to have gone through the trauma of breaking up to just jump into something else.

Besides, I need the time to suss B. out. It's not like I'm at highschool anymore, and can get a reference from my friends. I don't...

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I am missing Tom a LOT today. It started of by watching Miss B's video montage, that song (acoustic version of Over the Rainbow) always puts me in a whimsical mood. Then I was bored, waiting for slides to load so I can study, and flicking through old threads as I found some really funny ones last night. I found one about how romantic your partners were. Tom would have been a 5. He was so sweet and kind. And thoughtful, reliable. Always remembered things, planned nice evenings out. Occasionally bought...

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