I dont realy understand why, I've just felt like crying the last couple of days Even though something great happened on monday and I got to go camping on the weekend, I've just felt kinda down, i dont know why. I think about that wonderful thing on monday, but then my mind starts to wonder, and yeh, i dont know I know i'm a bit worried about my exams, my first is in an hour, but theres no reason to cry about them, I dont think I'll fail any of them, I may come close to failing my art (todays exam) and my math exams tho. but still
I know verry well that I am most likeley not going to cry, I didnt cry when my uncle died, when my grandad was diagnosed with cancer or when my first long time best friend lied to me about her grandma dieing and we had a fight and are no longer friends anymore, The last time i realy cried properley was about 5 years ago when my grandma died, I hardley even remember it, but I do know that I didnt cry untill about 3 days after she died.
so why do i feel like crying now? its weird, I dont understand it. There seems to be no reason behind it. I dont know, tomorow I'll probably have forgotten why i even feel like this *sigh* oh well, i guess that isnt realy a bad thing, we'll see...