Elia's Journal

I am sad.

The end. <3

Elia

ZJ told me I should write in my journal and then forget about the break up. I haven't followed her advice yet because I never knew where to start.. but now I'm gonna try. I just need people to tell me to get over it and that it's not worth it. Is there anything wrong with that? Well, I guess there is a LOT of things wrong with it.. but it's still hard.

On February 9th,2006 my ex broke up with me. About a week and 2 days later, he started going out with a girl with the initials KT....

Elia

This is patheticly pathetic.

I really need to get out how I feel.....

.....but I dunno how

... because I'm embarrassed of my reaction to it......

Elia

Ugh. I feel like c.rap. I don't really wanna talk about it on a public forum, but I just wanna write it down somewhere.

Dec 22 2005 - Feb 9 2006

I guess it was good while it lasted.

I still love him.

Elia

I guess I'll say that I suppose I know where my parents (along with my friends parents) are coming from when their advice falls on deaf ears. I suppose it was a good thing that I listened to the song "Cats in the Cradle" yesterday.
I was talking to a friend of mine today, and my advice was kind of the brutal truth because I've known someone who had a similar problem, and the things I've told him fell on completely deaf ears. He basically said I was bringing him down and making him...

Elia