this day just ****ing bites, i hate not being able to drive because its costing me $300 a month at least to be driven around by my mom in her boyfriends car or having my grandma driving me around. i used to not mind being driven around so much but now its getting to be a royal pain in the ***.i want to learn how to drive so that i can't miss out on days at the barn because the car has ****ing broke down again.
i know i cant have all good days since this month has been so ****ing incredible but still, this is just a pain. i mean im happy cause so many amazing things have been happening in my life lately i just cant believe how incredible my life is going , but im tired of all these bad days wheres the good ones ive been having for the past 2 weeks. this is just getting so **** annoying i know that life is all about ups and downs but arg ive had enough downs in my life time why cant i spend more then 2 weeks having a kick *** life? and to put the cherry on top when i goto work tomorrow im gonna have to deal with little kids running all around the place as there will be a pro d day camp going on im just happy i dont have to teach it but still i have to deal with trying not to run over spoiled little monsters who dont like to use those things on the side of their heads that were put there for listening, not a ****ing decoration. arg ok enough ranting im gonna calm down now and try to think about all the good things in my life now that ive gotten all that **** out.