[bay_blnd jmpr07]

Yesterday...and Friday would have been 3 months...

This guy had my heart...he still does.

I don't understand the break-up. All I know is that it hurts so bad...worse then my first boyfriend...But I don't know why exactly it hurts.

A piece of me is missing. I felt so strongly for him. I really believe I loved him...I still do love him.

I don't understand how it's just done and over.

We had so many great times together. I cherished every minute I was with him and every minute I talked to him. He was great. I was so comfortable around him. I never felt like I was going to embarass myself infront of him. He is so sweet. Any girl should want to date him.

I don't know exactly what I did wrong. I know I'm not happy 100% of the time, but Ive started getting help. He told me he couldn't keep me up any more and it was becoming too much. But I'm getting help...

I want him back so bad. I want to be able to keep saying "good night hun, I love you, sweet dreams." But I can't. He took that away from me.

He has my heart...but it's like he doesn't want it.

He told me he still loves me...but he just can't do it anymore...I don't know what to do.

I hate myself again. This pain is so unbearable.

[MyBabyTex]

I'm really sorry. I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better...

[Gallop N Gal]

I'm so sorry***Double Hugs*** Did he give you any other reason besides "it was becoming to much" You really deserve a better explanation.

[cowgurly02]

((HUGS)) I'm so sorry you are hurting. But trust me, there are many fish in the sea. He just wasn't meant to be. The one who is meant to be would stick by your side in hard times, but run away.

There will be more guys, I know it's hard but trust me you will be happy this happened when you meet the next one

[CowGirlUp1833]

Oh honey. HUGS. As I told you last night, I'm here. I'm still nursing an aching heart too. I can fully empathize. I would spare y ou that pain in a heartbeat if I could.

You've got my number.... use it anytime you need it.

[Shannon]

I'm so sorry BBJ. You've been through so much recently Like it's been said, there are SO many more fish in the sea. I'm glad you're getting help-- I think you need to focus on YOU a little bit more girl!

[bay_blnd jmpr07]

Originally Posted by shannond

I'm so sorry BBJ. You've been through so much recently Like it's been said, there are SO many more fish in the sea. I'm glad you're getting help-- I think you need to focus on YOU a little bit more girl!

That's one of the problems...and the only way to fix it is to do something I couldn't bare to do...

[babyruth]

I went thru this back in February and I am still completely in love with the guy and at a loss wondering what went wrong. He was definitely not the first man I have dated and will probably not be the last, but he was the only one that I have loved. I know how it feels and it sucks! I am so sorry!

[cowgurl_45]

Girl your strong and i'm here if you need to talk to someone and we can overcome this obsticle there are many more guys that would be very very lucky to have you as a girlfriend. you did nothing wrong he just is missing out on the best girl ever. always here for you

[bay_blnd jmpr07]

Why does a numbness always take over...Like it's not real.

I don't have anyone to talk to now.

I'm going to miss his family too. I didn't get to know them as well as I wish I could have, but I was starting to open up with them more and start conversations.

He was my best friend. I could talk to him about anything. And he could do the same with me.

I don't want him out of my life.