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Still having trouble with ED

Posted 12-17-2008 at 08:38 PM by Heavenly Jumper

*deep breath*

I am still doing it. Still having trouble. I am spending more and more time thinking about food. I hate it. I feel it coming back. I don't know if I should run or embrace the comfort.

It's weird when you want something that is so bad for you.

Aaron said something that has got me thinking though. A lot of Pro-Ana type places give off the impression that being anorexic is some sort of badge of honor, that you have more will power and strength...

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Remission and Relapse

Posted 12-11-2008 at 08:38 PM by Heavenly Jumper

I have been having a lot of problems lately, mostly stress related. We all know how hard it has been moving across the world on seemingly a moments notice.

One of my biggest issues right now is having that eating disorder. I know that even if I am not 'giving in' and I am a healthier weight...I still have it. It's just not making me sick.

I gained ALL the weight back that I lost while Aaron was gone and I am really mad at myself for that. I find myself being really...

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Chose a house, but not happy.

Posted 12-07-2008 at 05:20 AM by Heavenly Jumper
Updated 12-07-2008 at 06:10 AM by Heavenly Jumper

I only have a few minutes worth of energy for an update.

This morning was AWFUL. I mean, I spent the day SO ticked off that I am still irritated and it is 10 pm for me and I got up at 7 am. I think I have hit my breaking point...I don't have any more happiness in my reserve tank.

The Navy Lodge told me last night at 6:30 that we were being kicked out. There was no room for us. (Uh yeah, like we have another place to just GO.) I told them that my husband would be home...

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Chose a house, but not happy.

Posted 12-07-2008 at 05:20 AM by Heavenly Jumper

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Worn out, updating anyway.

Posted 12-03-2008 at 05:27 AM by Heavenly Jumper

In as few words as possible, I'd like to address the recent issue with me on the fundraiser thread.

I hope it's over. I feel spent, and at the mercy of everyone here. I hope that everyone can see the truth, and make the appropriate decision about me. I'd really like to never repeat this type of situation again. Ever. Now was not a good time.

Next, about housing. Better topic.

Aaron and I met with the housing agent today, Saito-san. She took us to the...

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